Whoa

There's something that people always tell me that I'll never believe.

"Working out will give you more energy" - Insane people

Really? Expending energy is going to give me more? Is it wrong for me not to believe that because it makes absolutely no sense to me. As of right now, I don't have any extra energy at all. Maybe that will change. I've been actually been falling asleep around midnight instead of 3 AM. Apparently people get "high" from sweating. I get angry, haha!

On that note, it seems like I can get to the gym much faster if I have something to be angry about. I'd rather have a burger if I'm happy. So instead of thinking "happy thoughts" I think "angry thoughts" and get my frustration out on the stationary bike. Got a good sweat on and IT REALLY HELPED that they had the ROCK station on. Rock music inspires me...then again, pop music angers me and I'm able to work out to that too.

I've been eating whole wheat spaghetti and going for walks after supper and the spaghetti isn't actually that bad. I can deal with it. I haven't had any other fluids other than water and it seems to be cleaning me out. I'll do a weigh-in tomorrow at the gym and plan to do it at the end of every week.